ths is what you deserve

जब खुदा ने सोचा की किसे बनाऊ
ख्याल आया कीकिसी स्वीट को बनाऊंगा
तराश दिया उसने आपको
और सोचा हर शख्स तो अनोखा नहीं होता
पर आपको कुछ खास बनाऊंगा
चमक दी ऐसी की चेहरा खिल उठा
फितरत दी ऐसी की हर लम्हा जग उठा
चेहरे पररख दिया ऐसा तेज
की दुनिया भी चौके क्या है ये भेद
राज़ कोई खोल न पाया
तभी एक नन्ही परी को खुदा ने बनाया
भेजी हा दुआ तुम्हारे लिए खुदा ने,
संभल कर रखना कही खो न जाए किसी राह में,
ये एक दौलत से भी बढ़कर वरदान है
अप इस धरती पर आए इसलिए ये दुनिया आपकी मेहरबान है

aae dost tere lie

this is when you have met someone and feel wonderful about the situation because you have now one more person to learn from who can add value to your life, who has a sincerity for every word, who see this world with love and a resource of calmness, who has eternal sweetness, who has an aura that can bring charm to many lives and finally nothing but you are privileged to have that person in your life.... salute and a warm welcome to that person......

aisa bhi hota ha dost

When i opened my eyes, i saw my mom first; who cared for me, brought me up threw me into this world and said Go, now move ahead yourself. In the midst of confusion as to where to go, i was straying here and there alone, i fell and suddenly a voice came, i found one hand was raised towards me with a slow voice "Would you be my friend" ? i paused and replied ," Yes", shook hand and felt at the top of the sky that in this cruel world got a friend who is so soft, understanding, takes pain for you and care for you. I understood that it was GOD's gift and then walk every path of my life with her, took every breather with her, thought every process with her and yes never missed any opportunity to tease her. i made her angry many times but convinced her again, we fought, we got angry but shared every grief, celebrated every happiness, enjoyed every moment, and laughed every moment. When i think of good old days, it makes me smile and i feel cherish from inside. I wana that time to come again and let us enjoy those time again... because that's where life is....Thanks ma friend ...really thanks....

Spending and ending life for everybody

Living life for others is a life in itself. You keep on doing without having any interest for yourself but you get nothing. But on a sudden day you get a jerk when you realize that others think it ot be of self interest. This is irony of fate that you get nothing but only lost self respect. This hurts really but you cant do anything, but to repent only. Then you console yourself that this was all because you provided protection to the person you cared for. You make feel yourself that there was some gap that remained and nothing could fill it. That gap became a large hole with continuous jerks hitting on it. Everybody sees it, walks over it, you cry, shout, scream but don't worry you are still alone. This is again good for a lesson to be learnt. But is it only life that we are made for, is it only wait we do, is it only way we trace for ourselves, is it only tear that we flow...... Don't have any answer.. nobody has an answer.. It is not a habit to speak out everything but keep taking all pain inside you, it will strengthen you, fight for you, create love for you.
Here i really miss.. सच हा दिल तो दुखा है पर हमने सोचा है ..... Let the life go on....

love is only love

love is something that nobody can define, nobody can erase, nobody can match, nobody can miss, nobody can think, it can be only felt, it can only be thought, it can only be expressed not in words but only through love. This is how love happens in life and makes everything happier than anything else. It's a warmth feeling that no body can match, it's a game that nobody can win, it's an illness that no body can heal, it's a plan that can never be broken, it's a thing that nobody can destroy. this feeling has no end and has no beginning. It's all sudden an improvement over your previous life and over everything that nobody has ever had think of and has ever felt. Let this feeling grow and enumerate into numbers and see it sprouted like anything else... let it grow like a small flower that will become a plant like a family and penetrate in your life so much that you will only feel love not pinch .... that's the fascination of this love, that's the passion of this love, that's the warmth of this love, that's the blessing of this love, that's the life of living again in this love again.... so much of this is in love.. so much is blessed in this love... so much of love is in this love.. live this love, miss this love, get stolen in this love, feel this love... you will see and rejuvenate yourself even after death,,, :::........... love!! a never ending journey

LIfe's tantrums

Now a days reality of life is to reach new heights and then feeling proud. But the reality is more scary, if i can learn life's real secret i need not to feel proud then for any achievement. This is a brutal fact and i accept this. Today i am shattered when everything is good but nothing is well.
My friend is unable to walk and unable to work. This is very scary to think. Even when someone closed come under a serious illness. You can't be happy and you have many responsibilities to shoulder, how can you feel rest when there is tension in mind, how can your soul be happy when there is already something from past is flashing. Even if you have achieved something you can't share, or you can't cry, or you can't listen anybody because you are quiet so that nobody else feel bad. Keep yourself in those cozy arm of bad time and keep living life because a single drop of tear can make others feel bad. So bear everything with courage and keep your experience alive so that you are strengthened by it. Please GOD help me out. I wont be able to bear such a burden... let me have a bit sigh of relief.... please please please...

Maa NANI Mein tujhe kaise bhul jau

After seeing two deaths one is of my close friend and other is of my beloved NANIJI, i am unmoved by my feelings and also trying to console myself that life is different what we think it to be. What we want is what we may not get, what we think is what may not be a reality, so it is better not to be prejudiced by this world and live your life with love for others. This is what we all lack. We may be feeling proud on our status but not understanding that we are a living putla..i realized dis when my mother cried with great grief and said that she (my nani) came as a living portal and going as Putla. hey nanu can i please share ur grief .. please give me a chance may be i can do something.. but i know a lost love cant be brought back. You had many desires den y u went so early. Now who will make sweet achar for me, who will make the loss good that has happened to NANAJI, who will think about the marriage of ours, where shall we all go for blessings, i am unable to find an answer... when i think of you all memories flash and make me realize that you are here with me. May i get a chance to bring you back if i can give you some of my breath..hey u r my blood, my breath, my life and an excuse to live life.. please come back...come back .. we r waiting.. love u n miss u.. cant feel separate from u.. gud bye and a bid farewell to u my SENIOR MOM....