Spending and ending life for everybody

Living life for others is a life in itself. You keep on doing without having any interest for yourself but you get nothing. But on a sudden day you get a jerk when you realize that others think it ot be of self interest. This is irony of fate that you get nothing but only lost self respect. This hurts really but you cant do anything, but to repent only. Then you console yourself that this was all because you provided protection to the person you cared for. You make feel yourself that there was some gap that remained and nothing could fill it. That gap became a large hole with continuous jerks hitting on it. Everybody sees it, walks over it, you cry, shout, scream but don't worry you are still alone. This is again good for a lesson to be learnt. But is it only life that we are made for, is it only wait we do, is it only way we trace for ourselves, is it only tear that we flow...... Don't have any answer.. nobody has an answer.. It is not a habit to speak out everything but keep taking all pain inside you, it will strengthen you, fight for you, create love for you.
Here i really miss.. सच हा दिल तो दुखा है पर हमने सोचा है ..... Let the life go on....