love is only love

love is something that nobody can define, nobody can erase, nobody can match, nobody can miss, nobody can think, it can be only felt, it can only be thought, it can only be expressed not in words but only through love. This is how love happens in life and makes everything happier than anything else. It's a warmth feeling that no body can match, it's a game that nobody can win, it's an illness that no body can heal, it's a plan that can never be broken, it's a thing that nobody can destroy. this feeling has no end and has no beginning. It's all sudden an improvement over your previous life and over everything that nobody has ever had think of and has ever felt. Let this feeling grow and enumerate into numbers and see it sprouted like anything else... let it grow like a small flower that will become a plant like a family and penetrate in your life so much that you will only feel love not pinch .... that's the fascination of this love, that's the passion of this love, that's the warmth of this love, that's the blessing of this love, that's the life of living again in this love again.... so much of this is in love.. so much is blessed in this love... so much of love is in this love.. live this love, miss this love, get stolen in this love, feel this love... you will see and rejuvenate yourself even after death,,, :::........... love!! a never ending journey

LIfe's tantrums

Now a days reality of life is to reach new heights and then feeling proud. But the reality is more scary, if i can learn life's real secret i need not to feel proud then for any achievement. This is a brutal fact and i accept this. Today i am shattered when everything is good but nothing is well.
My friend is unable to walk and unable to work. This is very scary to think. Even when someone closed come under a serious illness. You can't be happy and you have many responsibilities to shoulder, how can you feel rest when there is tension in mind, how can your soul be happy when there is already something from past is flashing. Even if you have achieved something you can't share, or you can't cry, or you can't listen anybody because you are quiet so that nobody else feel bad. Keep yourself in those cozy arm of bad time and keep living life because a single drop of tear can make others feel bad. So bear everything with courage and keep your experience alive so that you are strengthened by it. Please GOD help me out. I wont be able to bear such a burden... let me have a bit sigh of relief.... please please please...

Maa NANI Mein tujhe kaise bhul jau

After seeing two deaths one is of my close friend and other is of my beloved NANIJI, i am unmoved by my feelings and also trying to console myself that life is different what we think it to be. What we want is what we may not get, what we think is what may not be a reality, so it is better not to be prejudiced by this world and live your life with love for others. This is what we all lack. We may be feeling proud on our status but not understanding that we are a living putla..i realized dis when my mother cried with great grief and said that she (my nani) came as a living portal and going as Putla. hey nanu can i please share ur grief .. please give me a chance may be i can do something.. but i know a lost love cant be brought back. You had many desires den y u went so early. Now who will make sweet achar for me, who will make the loss good that has happened to NANAJI, who will think about the marriage of ours, where shall we all go for blessings, i am unable to find an answer... when i think of you all memories flash and make me realize that you are here with me. May i get a chance to bring you back if i can give you some of my breath..hey u r my blood, my breath, my life and an excuse to live life.. please come back...come back .. we r waiting.. love u n miss u.. cant feel separate from u.. gud bye and a bid farewell to u my SENIOR MOM....

sirf tere lie

When i think of you, i find only the smile we shared, only sorrow for which we cried together,only race we won, only thoughts we thought, only ..... not only but everything... Should i cry or smile? tell me...i can't find answer..now will you not advise me? Do you remember, i laughed when you used to bring two glasses of water in both hands between lectures, making comments that even lecturer could identify because of your distinct voice, sharing my lunch?? Now who will share lunch, extra kiske lie launga reply yar please. My mom again asking the same question???.....
A different persona, a killing style for gals, an aura of love for all, an answer for every question, a reply for every painful voice, a thrill for every passion- these are only hints about you, you were much more than this.
May i get the same feeling again of being together,of being same. May i come there to bring you back, i don't want to pray for you beacuse i know you are with me.
हम तुम्हे भूल जाएँगे तुमने ये सोचा कैसे, कर लिया गैर के कहने पे भरोसा कैसे ?
फूलों के इस बाघ में जब मैं खो सा गया तुम आए जैसे गुलशन फिर बन सा गया,
सितारों ने भी कहा की हम अकेले पड़ गए हैं, तुमने छिनी है रौशनी हमारी छितरे हुए पड़े ,
मैंने कहा कि दुनिया में कोई हमारा है तो सूरज का भी दाग फीके पड़े
समय की आंधी में हम आगे निकल गए पीछे क्या रह गया ये निशानी छोड़ गए
तुमने नही सोचा था की हम क्या करेंगे इस दुनिया में रहकर
जब अपना ही चला गया कि चलते है कहकर
दोस्त चले तो गए हो अलविदा कहकर पर छोड़ नही पाएँगे आपके बिना रहकर !!